Tuesday, August 17, 2010

62. DREAM?

Time... leaves people easily. People...find difficulties to catch time.
It is August now. I did not update for almost 2 weeks. Readers, thank you for waiting. I wonder who can admit and post in my cbox, saying that he/she is one of the reader of my blog? Hmm.. In order to make my blog more interesting, i cannot blog so often, right? HAHA! so that the readers will see my blog again and again for any new updates. Unfortunately, i don't see readers interested on my blog. Perhaps there are a few numbers of them. But, i can count them by my 10 fingers, i guess so.
So, why time is so important for people? I hope everyone has a chance to go back to time. 1 chance is more than enough. If people have this opportunity, will it be good or bad? People will choose to make the same mistakes, or people will change? For me, i would be one of the people who will change for better. If i have this chance, i will be a better person. I did mistakes, mistakes on many things. The problem is, without this chance to get back to time, is it possible for me to make changes in life? Certainly, yes.
I have no 100% confidence in myself. I am scared of this, scared of that for no apparent reason. This make me feel guilty. Anyway, I tried my best to make changes. Changes that make me and everyone feel better. Therefore, i should be happy for myself, shouldn't i?
Dream, dream, dream. I shall never dream. I shall only turn dreams into reality, and live meaningfully.


Next post : Ideal type of girls. xD HWAT topic.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Life, a process.

There was something happened that made me feel upset about. One of my uncle had passed away this evening. He looked good a month ago, not in normal healthy status but not considered as serious. When we visited him this afternoon, he looked very exhausted and also in a great pain. He suffered, i saw and i felt. If he went for checkup one month ago, things may turn another way round. BUT, everything is always unpredictable. Who knows what will happen next? Anyway, it is the cycle of life.

Born > Old > Sick > (Passed away)

Uncle,
Rest in peace.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Stressed.

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Just the 3rd week of the SEMESTER 2. I can already 'SMELL' the stress ~ Tons of homework for only 4 subjects. But it's good lar actually. We do more practices and we will improve. BUT same daily routine. What to do? LOL... and the most important thing is ...
I am waiting for my short hair to grow longer !

You will see me like the pictures below after i finished my Foundation In Arts.